Nameless

 

I take vows that I don't spell

I make promises that I don't tell

I don't say all, not much about me

I show only what you can see

I have long stories if you can read

I don't push if you forbid

I can play ball but I don't play doll

I can strike a goal but I'm not know-it-all.

 

I seem stupid, I seem foolish

I crave to learn better, I strive to polish

I seem to have talents, I seem to have spunk

I have my setbacks, I might have sunk.

 

I hate the mirror; don't look at it at times

I comb my hair, taking time singing rhymes

I often go on diet, make veggies a religious must

I don't care fat, I eat junk fast

I give a damn to what I wear; I put on anything that's near

I, at times, press my clothes, dress like I love myself the most.

 

I shush and listen, I blush, get smitten

I talk non-sense, I make sense, I get smart, and I get tensed.

I shout curse that I don't mean

I stand by opinions none can ruin

I can be fiery in a debate, honest and blunt straight

I can be kid-alike and amused, enthused and bemused.

 

I might fight back if I see you out-tracked

I might protest if I find your facts whacked

I might sit silent, smile to my inner self

I might let you wander with your imaginary elf

I might be the heart of the conversation you're making

I might be lost with a thread of thought that's lingering.

I might be a how; I might be a why

I don't fit into a definition even if the best you try.

 

 

I care if you care to feel

I am there if we have had a deal

I can always take the first step

I might not move forward if I don't see you prep

I still don't step back; I don't regret

I do look back but I don't repent

I might take a turn in the road

I might pick a flower; I might pick a sword

I still won't step back; I won't regret

I might look back but I won't repent

I am free and I do fly

I do get rooted; I do get high

I might be a how; I might be a why

I don't fit into a definition even if the best you try.

What afloats IT industry?

Oil and Butter [;)] oh yeah...and the other stuff you hear about as well ;)

Probably, it is too early to comment on anything. I mean really, it has been like 4months hardly and it would be immature and ignorant to judge some big, up and hip industry that runs and kicks the world like a healthy, growing baby. :P

But, how about the fresher line of view from the eye of a tyro?

It is probably the uneducated expectations but I have not come up with anything that could inspire me so much that I could take the plunge. Curiosity? Yes! But the moment I take my curiosity to level 1 up, something or the other makes me count 2 steps back.  

Maybe, once I get into the process completely, the pieces will start falling into places. Maybe. The initial days of induction, we were told IT is one crazy industry. I wonder what that means. I wonder so much about so many things! Really O_O

I miss so much, the adrenaline rush, the kind of enthusiasm that I had felt before, while working on some school or college project or in the eve of some big event, on the sports-field, during the tournaments played. I look forward when I can feel the blood shots up my vein again, you know the zeal and everything!

I still feel so awestruck; sometimes, stagnant; even, vegetable!  

But one thing is for sure, oil and butter rules big time in here. :/ Guess, I will be losing credits on that!

And when i stopped by...

Sitting aloof and alone in office and I thought....


The days were yellow,  sunshine it was
yup! sunshine makes me happy
I see a new day, a bird-eye

light drizzles on, the cold dryness wrapped around
a wave of obliviousness swayed me inside
yup! I drifted; I thought

My eyes rested on the green pastures,
the greener field on the other side; always;
Cheers follow from the memory lane
A smile spreads; a lovely pain

The crowd stood, happy chaos
just a step away yet feet stuck
Mind wanders, questions inside
oblivion phase, charmed silence, an unknown tide

The sky still cloudy, something veiled aside
away from eyes, possible unknown surprise
yes! I love adventure
still...
apprehension and perseverance
boulevard of broken dreams
yet, for the soulful dream weaver, silver threads glitter
Hopes and wishes for the shaken desire.

Lost the count of days!!

Lotz happened in between...1st salary..1st salary-celebration...buying gifts...ful-on shopping...exam-tides...end of training..and right now shifted to another building. Pheww! ;)

Day 33

30th August'2011
Tuesday

Salary credited! >:D<

P.S: Two days off + salary!! Woohoooooooo \m/\m/

Day 32

29th August'2011
Monday

3 exams in a row! :D

P.S: This week gonna be crazily happy! B-) *hopeful eyes* ^_^

Day 31

27th August'2011
Saturday

1st hour in office..Brain Bench exam about to begin.

P.S: I'm soooo sleepy! :(